Listening to the accelerated thumps within my chest, I lie and wait
Looking back and forth as time fades away, I am in constant debate
Deciding whether I should sieze the moment and take it for my own
Or whether to let it slip away and leave this obligation alone
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I like the style of this poem. I'm not entirely sure the subject, but it sounds like the person is contemplating suicide. If so, I think this accurately describes the thoughts of a suicidal person.