Am I insane
When I contemplate suicide?
It helps take my mind off the pain
So what if I wanna die?
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The world is dark and bleak but there is always someone to care, please be patient.
This is very sad. I hope you know this is the toughest time in your life (teenage years) . It gets easier. Once you have more control over your life you can make it what you want it to be. Good luck. Sincerely, Mary
I don't think there is anything insane about wanting to stop the pain.