Alone And Lost. Poem by Destinee Gail

Alone and lost,
All the thing's I never though i'd be,
are all crowding around me,
Suffering my every thought in doubt,
My lifeless smile is forcade to my heart's inner denyal,
I search hoping one day i'll stop feeling this way,
I try to think of you,
Though it never runs deep enough to last a while,
My cuts sting,
All I can think about is the pain,
Then I look up too you,
And wish to only to finally be healed,
by the coolness of your heart,
Once again you make me believe that,
I can make it...