Alone Poem by Emma Jane Rae

I can't even explain,
How broken I really am,
Like the rigs been pulled from beneath me,
And I hit the floor with a bang,
Lies and abuse,
Roll around inside my head,
To live a life of loneliness.
Fills my soul with dread,
To have been led on,
And believed all of your lies,
You've extinguished my flame,
I can no longer cry,
Wherever I am,
I float off into space,
And I can't believe that even more of my life,
Has been such a waste,
I haven't laughed,
Since the day you left,
Only fake smiles cross my lips,
Buckled by chains,
And stung by whips,
That this trauma had embedded in my bones,
I've never in all my life,
Felt more alone.