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The time that we said goodbye, I didn't think that it was real, until I realized the next day that you wasn't there, to hold me as I cryed and wished that you was here with me so that I could say all of the things that I want to before I said goodbye.
It has almost been a year sense you have been gone, I want to cry cause I know that your not here to talk to when i need you the most, but I then think about how I am going to grow up and be something and make you proud of me.
You will look down every now and then and make sure that I am okay. You'll keep an eye on me and say, 'Oh, yeah now that is my grandaughter, and I am so proud of her.'
I want to do the things that you wanted me to do. I want to explore, I want to sing, I want to be a teacher, I want all that I can get. But most of all I just want you to be proud of me! I want you here when I have my first child, or even when I get married, but that is not going to happen cause once you're gone, your just gone I can't change that. But for one thing I know that you are there but I just can't see you. You'll always be there, even when I am sad, mad, happy... you will be there.
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