All My Life Poem by Laura arwen

All my life
will always be
with the anxiety
and fear of
failure
I think my
life will be
in the torment
and despair
In all my
life I'll never
travel because it
is more comfortable
travel with the
imagination through books
All my life
is enclosed in
the home
I never reach
total happiness because
the sadness is
very vivid
I'm sure that
I will live
all my life
alone
The great absence
in my life
is love and
I don't feel
the need
I have the
absolute terror of
losing completely the
imagination
The only thing
I would change
profoundly in my
entire life is
households chores
My only satisfactions
will be the
poems and tears
because everything else
is a punishment
for me
All my life
is an intricate
tangle of emotions
and feelings
Perhaps it would
be more comfortable
to live with
the very definite
rules as not
to upset my
whole life