After You Poem by Patrick Kavikunua

After you
The word love doesn't ring a bell
Its has become a stranger knocking
I want to let him in
But I am afraid
I dont know what they have
Is it candy bar or a knife like before?

After you
Love isn't in my vocab
Its like a pen with no ink
Its pointless
Its like yearning for unicorn milk

After you
I have doubts
What is to love and what is to hate
To me they seem the same
As to hate is to love

After you
I can utter the 3 words
But what do they mean?
Is the meaning varied?
Coz what i heard is not what i felt

After you
I might just give up
And rest on my baby memories
Back then I felt love
A mother's