Abandoned Poem by Martin Greyford

i don't know what to say,
for my heart is weary,
tired and has almost lost focus.

i feel like God has abandoned
for allowing the bundle of joy
to slip off my hands thrice.

i'm at the edge of the cliff
with a few grip left in the
power of my hands.

i wonder why this could happen again
when i thought this time
i'll celebrate.

i know God never fails
but in this dilemma i'm in,
i feel like He has abandoned me.