I've tried to find some kind of meaning to why am i here?
I feel tears well in heart because of the fear
Fear i feel because i have not found that answer
So lonely i am cause i am in dispear.
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Interesting, start helping other people as much as you can, you will find more truth and meaning.
This could be a beautiful poem, you just have to correct the misspellings. Don't give up, I encourage you to write. Bless you.