A Non-Believers Request Poem by Happie Thoughtz

Yo God, If you are actually existing
then as you are my witness may i pray to thee.
For you may grant me forgiveness for all my misdeeds and maybe some assistance, some guidance for me.
May it be only an instant, may you bestow to me the love i never got from my family since we are distant.
May i not be catholic or christian,
all i ask is that you hear me out, just listen.
I may not be pure of heart, I've hurt people, i'm savage.
I have been gluttonous, prideful and had sex before marriage but please...
heed my words just this once. Allow me to once again see the rising sun with the ones i love and if my wish were to be granted, i promise I'll have a better understanding about you.