A Needed Love Poem by Hyde

i feel so sick inside,
it makes me want to die.

i need to know you want this,
so i can breach the surface.

i want to feel your touch,
but our hands they only brush.

i wish to taste your lips with mine,
to know the feeling of our love combined.

i see your eyes so full of light,
as they enchant me through the night.

i dream my love into the ground,
and wait for when you say “hey, look at what i found”.

i steal your heart, but you don’t care,
walk away you do with your amazingly swished hair.

i compete in this race,
with the finish line as your face.

i see the clouds form above my weary head,
and i wonder, would i be better off dead?