9月20 2017 （2） Poem by Vonnie Postit

i want to wonder like you do
i want to know what i like
like i like to dance with the water with
the undertoe of the waves
I want to know what is mischievous
and i want to know what misbehaves
i want you to think i'm crazy and
wonder how i got to be where i am i
want wonder i want
i want
i want
what i want what wonder want
i wonder what would happen if i
stuck this stick against my skin i wonder
if i am amazing
i wonder like a kid who is stuck but
doesn't know it i want to know why you
sit next to me with your palms out
towards me
listening to your headphone music i
wonder what you think i can offer you
i want to know you wonder
i want i wantwantwant
i want to see the stars on the most
polluted night in Beijing while i smoke a blunt
with my best friend
i want to be free of friends as the most
popular kid in schooliwant
to be out of school
i want to be a genius i want to see the
trees shake with mightiwant
to be a tree
i want water to rise when i wake up
and wolves to howl at the look of
my clean pure skin, i want to be electric.



but is it alright,
if instead,
i don't want any of it at all, and only you,
you stayed?