19 Februarys Comments

Please. Anybody. I swallowed these weights and my body feels heavy like when I lost love for a day. I promise I will never lose love again, just, get this weight out from me. It makes getting off the sofa hard and I need to do my chores. Am I the only one that knows that things need to be done around here? Remember how you felt when you read Charlotte’s Web? Remember knowing you were going to die? Do you feel that wave of something, you don’t know what it is so you SCREAM and sob until you sleep for a week? My neck moans in pain holding my hanging head and my eyes throb.

Please. Anybody. I swallowed this wait and my body feels like it’s in limbo like when I lost love for a day. I promise I will never lose love again, just, get me out of this wait. That anxiety children get when their parents leave has to be as tall as the bathroom cabinet where their dad keeps his Crown Royal.
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