1/1/19 Can't Catch A Break Poem by MyIner Agony

My year ended bad and my new year is starting horribly
Life doesn't want me happy maybe I'll stay sad so it can stop bullying me
Life only gives you lemons when it feels your life isn't sour enough
I'll stay sad to avoid more pain
In order to avoid from hurting anyone else I'll keep away
In order for me to feel even close to happy… I have to appear unhappy or something close to that
I just want to quit
Opening up to people has gotten me hurt so much I can't even handle it anymore
If I stay by myself no one can judge me cause no ones there
…. For now this is gonna be my freedom
Till death makes me truly free