004 Poem by Javi Lopez

a thought of love to one that I adore
with my heart wishing that we could be more
but I don't know what would happen or what you would think
and if you decline then I’ll just sink

melt into a puddle of sadness and moan
because without you I feel so alone
found your love, for your type I fell
knowing true that your the one, I can tell

I can see it i can feel it
when I'm with you I’m at my best
nobody can bring me down
or put these feelings to rest

thinking about you is nice
looking at you is great
when we cuddle and stare
I feel as though it is fate

an idea
that only you can truly bring me joy
while I get partially content with other things
they're merely just toys

you truly know how to make me happy
and truly know how to make me smile
i just need you in my life
please stick around for a while

but I need to help you
make sure you feel loved
I need to show you that I deeply want to be with you
like how you make me feel loved

I keep denying my feelings
as I have before
only to try and forget this pain of not being with you
but still my heart remained sore

couldn't bare this sorrow because I know tomorrow
you wont be mine and I'll be sad
while I stare at my ceiling
and just keep feeling bad


nighttime blues
times without you
writing about you
thinking about you

tragic I know
I feel like I wanna cry
telling myself it'll never be
and I let out a big sigh

its just terrible
look it's 11: 11
make a wish to see you soon
even though that path is just a dead end

dreams telling me truths
impulses raging on
up all night cant sleep
till the sun comes up at dawn

one day I hope soon that we realize
what we truly mean to each other
the day we can stare deeply into each others eyes
and know we're meant to be lovers

as we go well together
we make a whole
each of us being half
of one big soul

as I write this I wait for that day
waiting for the second that we could finally say
that we are in love and that we could never be apart
holding true to our minds and trusting our hearts

its coming soon and I'm thrilled about it
even though you’ll just start to come to doubt it
but it'll all work out in the end coming near
can't wait for that day I can be with you dear