I will spit your name, Bella
For too long has the taste lingered
The bitter after-taste of our krest affair
Pitch drools on my subdued tongue.
...
Here, where the humming fan is still
and the firmament bulbs dimmed
flies shall over my limp form buzz-
a befitting funeral with no cost.
...
My phone stares back at me
Wonderin within at me, maybe.
I could just reach easily for it
And dial you up in a blink
...
I never meant to Love
But bring your heart to Love
I ever meant to hurt
Your fragile heart that loved.
...
So once again
I sneaked
More than a furtive glance
your way, then the mental art
...
When I arrived, the reception, cold,
was but one of the many surprises.
The Lawn was strange, father's
name no longer the topiary, and
...
Until I find the Spring
Spoken of,
And of It partake.
Until It courses down
...
In your absence
my life is a lonely song
from the lips of a forlorn Lover,
searching for joy
...
I liked the way you walked
And when you talked
You seductively spinned words.
...
Dying isnt so bad
So you shouldnt be so sad.
You get to sleep and rest
from life's streneous quests.
...