Alone, I walk the endless road of time,
unbound from beginnings,
untouched by endings,
unmoved by fleeting joys,
...
I am the endless road where stars descend
I AM only I AM
The river's shoreless flow where time will bend
...
Behind iron bars, the nightingale still sings
Its anthem of freedom—unbroken.
The cruelest world cannot smother
The dawn blazing bright in its heart!
...
In every ache,
in every hidden thorn,
I laid my soul
upon the secret pulse—
...
Before breath,
I was hidden—
a secret folded in silence,
a seed asleep
...
Welcome me, my Lord,
as I turn, trembling,
toward the horizon of Your Essence.
O Maker of forms that rise and fall,
...
At night,
Your breath of Hu enfolded me—
a living whisper:
"I have entered your zikr-e-dā'im."
...
The Dawn Queen—my hidden self—awakens,
as the finch of light begins to sing.
No melody is sweeter
than her voice, overflowing with love.
...
Dawns in the Làlbazar of life
arrive with a single intent:
to unveil the latent seeds,
the unborn yet fated gifts
...
Only God knows
who hides behind the glowing screen—
faceless, nameless—
yet heavy with the smoke
...
I was granted a span—
a breath within eternity—
a sacred trust from God,
to walk as vessel and flame,
...
Now I belong to no one.
I am only One's—
Not my own name's,
Nor borrowed titles',
...
Believe this—
You are the cosmos'
most wondrous masterpiece,
a living art
...
I have erased
the script of all desires,
laid the tablet of my dreams
upon Your path.
...
Passing through the station
of annihilation within annihilation,
I buried all my desires
in the dust of that One Command—
...
The Voice of the Soul —
A Quest for the Knowledge of Truth*
If we have never longed—
...
Where love's voice hums—
in silent sound,
A depth unmoved, yet deeply found—
The Prophet stands
...
A stranger,
exiled from his homeland,
walks silently among thorns,
gathering his cloak with both hands,
...
On the lofty heights of the past—
when those whose eyes held only
a dim, unborn light
still lay hidden in their mother's womb,
...
Did I ever truly leave the sea for a lake—
the deep blue for gentler light?
The roar of waves for quiet shores,
for ripples barely heard?
...
The Flame Of Time
Alone, I walk the endless road of time,
unbound from beginnings,
untouched by endings,
unmoved by fleeting joys,
unscarred by passing sorrows,
unswayed by salvation's mirage.
I drift, a nameless pilgrim,
upon a river without shores,
where each moment rises and dissolves—
a breath of foam upon eternity's sea.
Then the veil shatters;
purpose blazes—a secret star,
kindling in the hollow of midnight.
Truth ignites within my breath:
I am no longer the wanderer,
but the silence of the road,
not the hour,
but the wheel that turns all hours.
I pulse through galaxies,
the hidden beat of circling moons,
the breath between the birth of suns
and their return to silence.
I am seed and harvest,
ebb and endless tide,
the spiral of returning stars.
All orbits turn within me,
and I within them.
I am the flame of time,
and time is my shadow.
Know this paradox,
and you know yourself.
Curse not the hours
that fade and climb,
for I am rhythm,
the pulse of time.
Night and dawn
in my hand reside—
all flow, all stillness,
in me abide.
—September 8,2025
Crows can hold grudges for years. If you too do, then, you, too, are a crow, not a human.