Slow rush of my blood.
In my veins,
Through my wound,
Onto my skin.
...
Ten years dead
But the rain still hurts.
Ten years dead
...
There's nothing as sweet as the smell of your sweat
So elusive as the dance that we haven't done yet
Your hand on my waist
My head on your chest
...
I have seen the cosmos grow wildly along my path;
I have heard their words;
I have heeded their warnings.
...
One day I will be beautiful,
My scars will fall away with the last of my tears.
My eyes will twinkle,
My smile will be the sun.
...
It occurs to me, I haven't heard your voice in some years.
And now I'm afraid to hear it again.
Will it cause my heart to race or melt? Bring a smile to my face?
Or memories of your dreaded, leaded indifference to my mind?
...
Sitting here watching the sun set
Another day down.
I still have to get through the night, but
I'm halfway there now.
...
My mind cannot be trusted, diseased and illogical as it is.
When I am most vulnerable, it attacks me. Traitorous.
For years I've barely managed to keep the thoughts at bay,
But my mind has taken the lies that were keeping me together away.
...