Miss Tee

I don't know why I'm crying... and cannot seem to stop...
I don't know why I feel so down, or that the world around me has no sound..
I don't know why I'm thinking that no one cares right now..
I don't know why I say that the world would be okay should I pass away today...
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I chase the dream of hope.
Hope for a world of safety and prosperity;
A world without the crimson flow of blood.
And I dream of more…
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I'm not waiting for your approval,
or your permission.
I don't want or need you to tell me
what I should do,
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The art of love: how it can blossom so nicely.
The beginning is a fantasy and a dream to pursue.
Closer and closer we get into the eyes of love
to whisper and speak softly of how it can turn into something.
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I woke up this morning,
glanced in the mirror,
and saw a face.
A face I've seen many times before
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Mother is
A woman of devotion,
Of ambition
And compassion.
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Freeze these pages of time.
Do not leave them ephemeral.
Capture the wavering, thundering escapes...
Capture those thrown on the side; bundled in memoirs of your life passion.
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There comes a time in everyone's life when a question is pondered
With anxiety and stress, or simple curiosity.
When profound thoughts rest uneasy in your mind and soul...
Becoming a crease in your peace, difficult to put into verse and conveyed...
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I cannot see,
for I am now blind;
I cannot see,
tears have taken over.
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My friend, my sister, my life.
You stand by me and let me weep.
Enfolding me in your warm embrace.
Giving me counsel, supporting my deeds.
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I speak of dreams
When u. And I.
Attain bliss. Becoming We.
Pure love. Satisfied.
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Feeling completely on my own
as rebellion is encouraged against peace of mind.
Whispered assaults from all side increase their intensity with a might.
Shattered defenses presented as you are slowly crushing my spirit,
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Did I tell you 'I miss you'?
I can't call you..no, I won't
Because I must accept that
I'm better off without you in my life.
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Someday, you'll wake up all alone
with no one to hold or love you.
Lonely,
Old,
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I've got no right..I know!
To be jealous and resentful
at the thought of seeing you with someone else.
I cannot explain to you why it is this way.
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There's a wall,
a barrier that you cannot cross.
I try to take it down,
and show you what's inside
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It's over.
Done.
Can't or won't expect to see you
anymore...
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I don't know when it all changed,
how we became strangers overnight.
I keep asking myself:
When did I stop telling you the things that matter?
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As I lie next to you, I'd like to leave all my restrictions on the other side.
Wish I could touch you the way I've been yearning to.
I have a sensual image of how I can act and react to what we can do.
But the hard part for me is to let out my sensuality
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