I feel lost, 
I feel broken, 
I feel rejected, 
My thoughts have become my own enemy,
        
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        Shall i forget the face of a bright sunshine? 
Whose beauty is compared to an angel so divine: 
Shall i overlook your smiles? 
That is as illuminating as the morning sun,
        
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        I stumble, 
I fall, 
I feel like running away.
But i find myself holding on yesterday.
        
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        Dear Dad, 
I wish you were my uncle, or
I beheld at you in a sight of a bother, 
I wish you were a stranger on the street,
        
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                    I Found Him
                    
                    I feel lost, 
I feel broken, 
I feel rejected, 
My thoughts have become my own enemy, 
My mind has betrayed my its own heart, 
My lust has defeated my emotions, 
Torn in pieces by my selfish desires, 
I look in the mirror to see my beauty, but this other person's reflection appears, 
I battle in thoughts trying to figure out, whether it is my reflection or not, 
Disquietedby the scenes of the man in the mirror, 
The horrific trim-scenes that passes by which second, 
Creates this sweet but bitter image of thoughts, 
I knee down to cry out my sorrow, 
My heart hurts, 
My mind is never seizing to tremble, 
Horrified by my own reflective being, 
I feel chained deep beneath by horrors, 
For I thought i was a perfect creation, 
But reflection reviews who I am, 
Am dirty, lost and confused, 
How shall i clean up this man in the mirror? 
Has i knee in my silent cry, 
I felt a touch, it felt so good, 
I felt that I was no longer alone, 
Then i turned to see the Genesis of this loving arm, 
And has looked I a man dressed in snow white garment, 
He cleaned every dirty spot of my reflection, 
I felt alive, wealthy and loved, 
I asked him, "what is thy name? , and why do ye care on me? "
I am Jesus your friend; I will heal you, when you are broken, 
i will hug you when are lonely.
I ran onto him and hold him close to my body, 
I felt safe and loved, 
For I was finally home.
                

 
                    