These Memories I have
These Memories I hold
I can't escape them
They shall stay untold
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Little Astronaut floating through space
Every small breath taken
Every movement
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Born of August 14th (minor) . Lives in Caldwell Idaho. In a year of High school. My hobbies include pottery, poetry, short stories, and doodling (not really an effort to call it drawing))
Dreamer Of The Lost Search
These Memories I have
These Memories I hold
I can't escape them
They shall stay untold
They torture me everytime Im aware
Theses Memories I don't want to embrace
Or nor to hold in my mind of space
But when they are in front of me
When I cant run any longer
When it's all a dead end
I have to grasp tight to my feelings
Making sure I don't crash and hold steady on the wheel
Memories that I shall not unlock that shall be buried eternally
Locked up in a chest
In the darkest of all corners of my mind I shall not try to unlock
With the key of situations that I get reminded
The situations that can remind me is the key
It isnt my decision of the use of this key
The key can just randomly emerge and bring me to the darkest of horrors
Horror or bad dreams that are my memories
When the key fits and unlocks the chest full of things
Things that give me pain
I feel the embrace of my tepid heated tears
Tears engulf me whole
Shunning from people
People around me feeling like I locked myself in a grungy cage
I will be alone at these times
I will be locked up in a room
All by myself but by the choice of I
With my tears, emotions and maybe a river
A river with some nice trees
And a nice view
A astonishing world full of wonderful dreams
To escape my mind
And myself as a person I see
The bad person I see in myself
Bringing out the good in me in this fantasy
And to escape the room that feels empty and bare
So I don't feel isolated and scared and bring back the admiral hope that I once had
And slowly forgetting my thoughts and my suffering
Bringing me back to reality.
These Memories I have
These Memories I hold
I can't escape them
They shall stay untold
But I can escape them
I can forget
They will always be there somewhere
But I can still make new memories and lock the chest
Lock the chest up again till the key
Till the key appears again
Then I'll try to find my freedom once again.
If you want to get someone mad just tell them to go make you a sandwich there you go
Your past is just to learn from your present is what makes your future and you can do whatever you want with it, dont settle with the past and make your future from it.