She was born, barely survived...but never really.....
'i am all alone tonight...
my heart is aching
restless is my head
half the world is sleeping
the other half is dead.
all of them are resting
who will tuck me in bed? '
If only i'd understand your true intent...
but with a broken trust, was it all meant?
I always think we'd make it to the end
started believing, tried to comprehend
...
I never thought I'd see this day
When I would give up on you
But I've done it all...
i gave my best to you
...
Will it matter if...
we bleed ourselves dry?
where our souls must drift
will it matter why?
...
holding this blade....it seems like forever
I would love for it to touch thy skin
painfuly....and oh so beautiful....
I would love to taste this pain
...
I started out expressing my thoughts...
pouring out my heart and soul
i never planned to look around
i just needed a pad to write my thoughts
...