matthew Hess

sometimes its hard to be me
when some people wont let me be
they dint like who i am
they think im trying to live a sham
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I wish, I wish
For a simple wish
To end all this
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Right as it all comes together
Another complication shows it's face
And as I try to make it better
I just give it a little more space
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Alone
When I'm with friends i feel it
I hang with them but its more like
Im just there while they do their thing
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Your arms belong around my waist..
.. You belong in my embrace
Even just touching you..
.. Just getting to hear you..
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When the pain turns into rage
When the ones who made it good
Are the ones that made it worse
When all else seems lost
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Here I am going insane
Wondering what might just happen
Sitting in here while they're out there
Wishing o wishing life was fair
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here i sit broken hearted
wishing that i was departed
no one here cares for me
all alone i am to be
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Cant do anything right
so why do i try
like reaching for stars
right as i die
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It starts as a dream
all fun and games
but all starts to fall
to deal with it all
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the blood it brings
can make me sing
but i think i prefer
the hurt and the sting
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I dont know how
they get deeper
i feel i'll sooon
meet the reaper
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Done with the hurt
done with the pain
done with the fall
done with it all
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