At the moment in a bad place. So many relatives gone, Retired, in my 60s.
A phantom cot and phantom toys
To be in a future that never was
Haunted by a parallel past
Where happy families exist.
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The world's like a huge tangerine,
The colours I've felt,
The emotions I've seen
All coalesce in a huge shiny ball,
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She saw the roses in the room,
Bunches of them, all in full bloom,
It was such a wonderful sight,
A perfect end to a romantic night.
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