Mariah Doodles

I hate myself
for what I have become.
I lost your trust
and all your respect.
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One day you will see me and I will smile
we will sit down and talk for a while.
You realize I'm not who you thought
everything I do turns to naught
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Your murdered me;
At the soul.
You made me weak in the knee;
you f*cking troll.
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My heart it melts like wax;
my bones their so tense I cant relax.
My life is at failure without a try;
there is no one out there who knows understands why.
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I'm Sorry Im not perfect
I'm sorry you don't understand
I'm sorry I'm a human.
I'm sorry I make mistakes
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The day there is world peace is the day
I fight.
The day there is darkness I carry
a light.
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