Maddie 'Rae' Berry

Give me a love that’s worth fighting for.
A love that’s secret.
Unknown to shadow and soul.
Someone that spirals context out of control.
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Don't be fooled by how I act,
don't be fooled by the posterior I show.
For I have thousands of masks
though none of them are me.
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Babe, you know it’s true.
I only have this message for you

'You have made this world seem so vial
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I hate you, I despise you.
You and your venomous words
That’s true.
There's not much I can say that
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I don’t know who you are,
I don't know why you care.
But I want you here, here beside me
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Blinded by hatred, guided by your love
to find a strength not known to me.
That shows me who I can be
Your love sets me free.
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In a sea of blue rises secrets true,
that pulls few in and gives few back.
Sea of light, sea of dark
leave their mark
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I don't want to go,
I want to stay.
I'll do anything to
avoid going that way.
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So many times I have sat down there,
watching a happy pair of lovers,
walking on a pavement covered in
light.
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I know that it’s not a nice thing to say
but I’m going to say it anyway.
Can’t you just go away!
It’s hard enough that you can't stay away
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Oh god, how I am without you. You don’t know me.
Yet I here I remain, hopeless for your touch.
A touch unknown to my skin and memory.
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There is not much I can offer, there is nothing I can give.
How can I? When I’m invisible to your eyes.
I just want to shield you from the lies.
The hurt and pain that you have felt.
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You are the butterfly that constantly flutters
into my mind and heart.
Please don’t tear me apart.
I am as fragile as your life.
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Will you be the knight I need?
Do you have a heroic white stead?
Can you rescue me from my tower of insecurity?
Will you see the true me? Or a princess of conformity.
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Manipulating witch, what makes you think that you know me?
Can't you see how much you disgust me?
Of course you don’t. You spoilt cow, you’re idiocy
Is killing me now.
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Can't stop myself can I?
Can't play this naive alibi
When you walk by, you say hi
The frostiness melts away and I’m no longer in control…
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Saw you there across from the hall,
I couldn't take my eyes off you.
Usually I’m shy, pathetic you name it all
yet seeing you made me feel incredibly high
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I cannot love when my heart is taken by the one who hates me.
It is an incapable almost struggling feeling to me as she demeans me inappropriate to her attire.
Her words burn like fire, blazing hot within my skin.
When her tormenting begins...
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