I have been up & down the roller coaster. I had alot to write about, at one point, obviously. It's a good release for me. Things are still rough every so often, but I think I'm finally on that upward climb because I really haven't had much to write about, or at least feel the need to air my thoughts to others. That could be a good or bad, but I'm sure there will come a day when I will have something I need to express & thankful there are all of you here on this site that will listen, so to speak. Anyway, I feel each & every one of you are wonderful people for sharing your wealth of words. All of you are very beautiful writers & I enjoy reading your poems.
There are so many questions about love,
But it is a simple answer, really.
Some guard against it,
Others fake it completely.
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The coma came and I wanted to shout,
I want out and then they came,
The dreams of death that made me feel ashamed.
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I told you this would happen,
You had better watch your step.
But I wasn't good enough,
And now with what are you left?
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I lost my grasp
On all that I restricted.
Misplacing control over my thoughts and feelings,
Now everyone knows too much.
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