Well, I've experienced (still am experiencing) some pretty rought stuff, but I guess I manage to manage, for the most part. I mean, nobody's life is always perfect. I want to say I regret everything I've done in my past, but I don't particularly mind where it's brought me today. Some of it messed my life up, but I enjoy my life now, for the most part. I'm usually glad to be alive. Usually. I generally love life, just sometimes things really hurt, so I struggle to not give up some days. But I won't because I've changed. I'm at least a little better at seeing past it all now. I guess that's really all I have to say.
**Living life to the 'n'th degree... And hanging on to every second of it** I mean, sometimes, the only thing that you have to hang on to is the memories you've got.
I sit on my bed
And I read the same thing over and over.
I read what he wrote when he loved me.
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Purple is a mystery.
Purple is happiness.
Purple is home.
Purple is a sanctuary.
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The words appear on the paper
Its magic.
The magic has the power to heal my soul.
It can cover up the scars that time has left.
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You have killed me.
So many times before.
Broken me.
Murdered me.
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The sun shines down.
Pink flowers glow softly.
A gentle breeze rustles the leaves.
Birds flutter about the branches.
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