i miss my grandparents, 
i miss them severly much, 
i even miss my grandmothers touch, 
i want them to know, that i thank of them,
        
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        I never meant to hurt you
the way I know I have.
Your love means more to me
than anything and I’ll do whatever it takes
        
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        why does everthing happen to me? 
I want to be like every one eles, 
but trouble seemes to find me, 
its a no-win situation im in a dark cornner,
        
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        sometimes i wounder, 
how the world spins, 
sometimes i wounder, 
when is life going to end,
        
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        splinters in my heart, 
i know what tore us apart, 
i actually dont know what to say, 
for what i did that day.
        
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        your all i need, 
to satisfy me.
i want to see you.
going on 16 years,
        
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i was borin to two abusive parents who was also adictied to drugs and alchol.they had my sister when i was 2 years old and i rasied her.when ever i did something wrong they would beat me with what ever they could get there hands on.my brother was borin when i was 5 i had to rasie him to but not that long at 7 i got tooken away from my parents and placed in my grandmoms house i lived there i was doing good.when i was 8 or 9 my other sister was borin but she only lived for 4 months and died of sids. when i was 10 we moved back with my mom and dad every thing was good untill about a month and all the fighting started back up then on my 11th birthday my dad melested me finlly we went back with my grandmom.in 2008 i got locked up for fighting i was locked up for almost a 2 years and got out for 2 monthes and i got locked up agian i just got out on 3/8/10 so thanks for taking time to read this)
                    Grandmom
                    
                    you are my heroine, 
my best friend, 
the one i love the most, 
begging till end.
                

 
                    