krissi b'williams Poems

im not supposed to love you
i am not supposed to care
im not supposed too live my life
wishing you were there
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this is a true story of a girl who was abused
her pride, and her will beaten outof her as her tears spill
people just stared, and gawked, thier eyes without
compassion, noone cared,
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THE DISPLAY OF EMOTIONS, FEELINGS AND SUCH
are definitely shown......
between a woman and a man.....but once you understand
it all is definitely known......
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reliviling all, that you said
rereading the words
over n over, in my head
TRYING TO UNDERSTAND? ? ? ?
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i never thought i'd find some1
who is as perfect as you
you make my life complete
in everything you do
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2nite at dinner, i was being rude...making fun of the food...
i was being sarcastic and nasty
iwas talking over people, mimicking them, being sassy
and once we got home, you got the courage to confront me...
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YOU'VE stood my side through these troubling YEARS...
WHEN we were over come by shadow n doubt, when life was so UNCLEAR
WE NEVER knew what 2morrow would bring, and we still dont even TODAY...
THROUGH ALL the defeating storms, you'd hold me n SAY...
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MEMORIZING, how the embers are flickering
each flame seems to be dancing
wood thats crackiling 4m the heat
and both it and the fire are bickering
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bcuz i know its better, i write my words to you in this letter
4 you 2 read, what i have to say....with no anger, no fights
nothing in the way, this is diffently the right way
so i can express all i have to say..to you 2day....
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Staring at the walls...at the pictures that hang there
each photo...of it all
each step of our relationship..that started, with lust, wanting and care
the last picture that is hung
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