suicide is calling to me 
beconing me in 
showing me what could happen 
if i let it win
...
        
            im scared of these feelings inside 
tired of all the tears iv cried 
the blood driping agian 
will this finally be the end
...
        
            Let the blood flow
let the tears go
he will never love you
this you know
...
        
            the razor in my hand 
my wrist dripping with blood 
all over me, as thick as mud 
how could they do this
...
        
            the razor blade pressing against my wrist                                                  
like a peircing kiss 
i press down harder and the blood seeps through 
i feel pain no more
...
        
            the pain behind her blue eyes 
do you see it fading away
are her skies turning a lighter shade of grey
i see the sun in the horizon
...
        
            why couldnt i see 
he was just using me 
he broke my heart again 
why can i ever win
...
        
            you said you loved me 
i actually believed 
now im lying here 
crying over and empty sleeve
...
        
            i feel so cold 
so empty 
so broken without him 
when we were together
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