Kooky Kailey

suicide is calling to me
beconing me in
showing me what could happen
if i let it win
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im scared of these feelings inside
tired of all the tears iv cried
the blood driping agian
will this finally be the end
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Let the blood flow
let the tears go
he will never love you
this you know
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the razor in my hand
my wrist dripping with blood
all over me, as thick as mud
how could they do this
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the razor blade pressing against my wrist
like a peircing kiss
i press down harder and the blood seeps through
i feel pain no more
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the pain behind her blue eyes
do you see it fading away
are her skies turning a lighter shade of grey
i see the sun in the horizon
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why couldnt i see
he was just using me
he broke my heart again
why can i ever win
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you said you loved me
i actually believed
now im lying here
crying over and empty sleeve
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i feel so cold
so empty
so broken without him
when we were together
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i see the way he looks at her
i see the way he laughs
i see the sparklel in thier eyes
and how it always lasts
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have you ever felt a stinging
way down in your chest
like every breath you take
could be your very last
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all he has is pills
pills for this
pills for that
hes taken them for so long
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she nevery cries
not one drop
she sits there through the pain
with a smile painted
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oh beloved.
my beloved

dont dare leave me here
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the fake smile plastered to my face
is starting to fall away
the truth is starting to come out
the good
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crying rivers of red
wishing i were dead
the pain is coming back
due to all the strength i lack
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let the flames engulf me
take away the pain
burn my beating heart
that now lives in shame
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You scream at me you scream so loud
I feel as if I just might drown
I can’t leave then, I can’t leave now
Your hits and blows they hurt so bad
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