i live underwater in an octupus's gardenn: D
How can you expect me to give you up that easily?
If I worked hard for what we had, building our love from nothing but scratch.
What made you change your mind?
If you said you didn't want anyone but ME.
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While I sit here trying to make my mind think of what to write it says to me,
'Why would you want to write about HIM? '
And my heart replies,
'Because when I was with him I gave him my all, and when he left he took half of my heart. He made me want to be good, accomplish things I never thought I could. He made me want to do better things that I knew I could. He made me laugh when I was down. He picked me up when I fell down. And even though he got me mad, I accepted him just like that. Even though he wasn't near I could feel his presence around my heart. So now I write this to let him know that he has my heart no matter what.'
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Late at night when everyone sleeps
i lay in bed thinking;
where have i gone wrong?
have i not given you enough
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I see myself in the mirror and I can't recognize the person staring back. Have I really changed that much? Have I become someone who isn't worthy of my past life's approval? I look at myself in the mirror and think is this really me? Is this who I wanted to be? Is this really what I want to do with my life? How can I go back to the way I was before if so much has changed and I don't know where to turn?
I look at the reflection in the mirror and I know I'm not myself anymore.
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