why be alive when you know your 
not worth the life
why be alive 
when there is no heaven nor hell
        
...
    
        can you look me in the eye
can you even begin to tell me why? 
and please please 
dont lie
        
...
    
                    Im Leaving
                    
                    start think of us
and what we used to be
how it was 
just you 
just you and me 
there was no 
her 
no friday night cheating 
there was no 
saturday night 
beating 
there was no alcohol 
and  my tears
didn't fall 
there was only
 you and me  
me and you 
and how we always ended up 
getting through 
all the things
that we couldn't fix, 
the whole day through there were no 
swearing 
no pushing up against walls 
there was no screaming 
as you slam your hand 
upon my head
there were no screaming 
for our kids 
ears
there was just you and me 
and remember 
remember what you said a happy family 
me and you 
we were suppose to be together forever but you know 
what
that dreams gone 
just like i am 
tonight im leaving 
im taking the kids
im sorry