Kayla August Biography

Talking with a broken heart, don't know what you've done to me!
I didn't know what I have until I lost it, and now that I have lose you, I can never get you back.Sitting in the front seat of your car is when I realize that the worst way to miss you was when you're right beside me and yet I know I can never have you.

I know love is when you miss someone whenever you're apart, but even though I am here and you are there some how I felt warm inside because you were close to my heart.I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true.No matter what happens...I will always have a thing for you. It hurts to know that I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't.
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Why can't I believe when people say my pain going to be over
They say the rain will stop and the sun will start to shine again
But why can't I believe?
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I wasn't independent, so I never had his attention.
Wasn't beautiful, so I couldn't be his satisfaction.
All the girls around, where my biggest competition.
When he flirt with them, I was full of vexation.
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Thinking about you for so long
staying up crying all night long
what had happen to us?
why you had to go and change who you are
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I don't want to remember him as being dead
he is still alive in all the promises I've kept
Even in pain his eyes sparkle and shine
I wasn't able to touch or hug him, to let him know how important he was in my life. I don't want to remember the pain he felt because of my stupidity, memories of a horrible night can't fade away.
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