As I Cut
                    
                    As I cut.
So many thoughts are running.
As I cut.
The music blaring. 
As I cut.
I think, 
what has brought me to this.
As I cut.
I think of you.
As I cut.
I ask myself, 
'Where did I go wrong.'
As I cut.
I hear all the voices, 
Screaming, 
Yelling, 
Criticizing.
As I cut.
I am thinking of you.
As I cut.
I say my silent goodbyes, 
Knowing, '
This is my last waking moment.
As I cut.
My last thought is, 
I love you.