justin walker Biography

well im kinda a reg kid but with a story. there is one person in my life that i can truly say i love and i will die for....my sister HOLLY WALKER...she is my life....well yes my dad was a drunk when i was little and he abused every single one of us kids (which there was 5 of us) he left and abondoned me and my family for my mom to pay all the bills for herself, and he did this for another woman who he met on a chat and game site. he did this five times...now one of these times he went to forida and my sister went wit him, it was like a piece of me died when she left me. i have been there for her through a lot. i was there when she was beat in the back of the head and when she got a pool table pushed into her stomach, also when she got kicked out at 17 and i walked down the road with her and my brother joey. when they got kicked out i missed my sister holly so much i started smokin cigarettes at 8 and i stopped at 5 so i could do sports just to get out of the house....they came back and this is how it was for bout my whole childhood so you could say i didnt have a childhood at all. they were always in trouble with the cops..my bro joey and my sis holly...i cried and cried everytime they got locked up mainly over my sis though....growin up in my house or should i say shack then you had to grow up mentally fast...you never got good things and when school came it was like god forgot about you and cast you into hell with a bunch of evil little demons that torment you mentally...and friends that say the care about you stab you in your back...now that i have grown up and am a sophomore i have learned to take care of myself. i turn to writing to express my feelings because i kno that if i tried to talk bout them with someone they would have pity on me and i dont like sypmathy or pity...now that i have found friends that truly care bout me and wont turn their backs on me i find life more better and fun...yes i have cut myself but i have stopped and life is now brighter, like a new ray of light from the light is shinning down on my life makin it clearer on how im supposed to live life and how fun it can be...i have been through plenty of heart break relationships and they have torn my heart into little crumbs of muscles and blood...now i have found someone that i hope is the one that wont break my heart...well if you would like to kno more about me just read my poetry or email i would also love to kno what you think of my poems. thank you for takin the time to reading this and have a nice day. Now im with the girl of every man's dream. no girl will ever be able to match her. she gorgeous, the sweetest, the coolest, and the most special person i will ever find on the face of the earth. hurting her is hurtin me so yea i will never hurt you baby. I LOVE YOU. YOUR THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS. I need you in my life so please dont ever go. i love you and thank you for taking the time to read this it just shows me how much more you love me. XOXOXOXOXO. have great days and sweet dreams.