I'm just a teenage girl learning to deal with life... not expecting it to be sweet...
to deal with love....
not expecting it to be gentle
to deal with guys....
not expecting them to be tender...
to deal with me.....
not expecting to be normal...
I sit on the bed...
waiting to finally meet you..
my heart's racing..
I cannot hide my excitement.
...
I sit alone on my bed,
lights out..
I should be sleeping but I can't..
Knowing that you're here,
...
You say to me you still love her..
though you dont know where you stand...
Thoughts of me comforting you..
But I remember I'm just a friend....
...
Lines on the table, heart aching.
offers ringing in my ear.
Guys telling me what i wanna hear,
feeling on my leg, lifting up my skirt
...
He asked me to stay away,
don't make him fall in love.
Which I'd never try, because I know it'd suck.
But that didn't make him stick around, he didn't want to stay.
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