I can not be cruel, 
not to you at least.
You are my one,
        
...
    
        That confined space, 
Be fitting for one's pet.
Why am I here? 
I belong to no one,
        
...
    
        How could I say no to you? 
Can't you see that I love you, 
too much?
        
...
    
        Because this place is a lie, 
no more than a delusion, 
a dream, 
a child's fantasy.
        
...
    
        You must go on your own.
I can not leave this place, 
for I will surely perish,
        
...
    
        If i should die, 
before i could tell you, 
Then He will tell you.
        
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        I do not know, 
Nor can I  answer.
For I do not know myself enough,
        
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This is my life story. It's just getting started so i don't have anything to put. The poem series will end this following weekend so read, read, read.)
                    Forbidden Love: Proclaimed Sadness (1)
                    
                    I want you, 
and yet, 
I can not have you.
Why must I tear my soul, 
every last fiber of my being, 
over something, 
I can not have? 
Why must this be so? 
7/7/08
                

 
                    