not that special, you might as well call me a bit morbid, tho i dont try to be so sad all the time, its just a part of me! and im trying rlly hard to be more happy.
the tears that i have cried for you,
could fill a whole ocean,
and yet there would still be more.
i have cried when i thought no one was looking,
...
my mind is tattered,
and i am about to give up,
these strands that are holding me up,
have been strecthed to the limit,
...
i can't do it
they want me to be perfect,
like my older sister,
they want to be the proud parents
...
im left standing here
naked and alone,
all my beliefs are out in the open
people laugh at me,
...