Jessica Howard Biography

I love the way you breath its such a tease.
Watching your beautiful deep blue/green eyes tempting me.
Every tender touch makes me breath so deep beging for you.
Every Kiss makes me feel alive...
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The old piano plays the same tune over and over again.
Why you say? Its because it's my tune no one else's! Why you want to change it? Its because I know I can!
I don't want anything to change on this old broken piano!
I don't want nothing to change it's because its stronger than you think! I beg you please don't change it!
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I remember the promise you told me, it haunts me every day, I wish I could tell you every emotion I had for you! I can't it's so hard to because I am scared of getting hurt again, but I know they have not changed! I am the one that has, but so have you! Why does it feel like I am living two lives ones real the other is a Fairytale.
Living two different lives is easy than you think!

One is real and hard but knowing that one is hard; full of lies, being pushed about letting people change you like the weather like the wind blows as it changes it mind. Unlike my Fairytale is easier than you think, its a dream where everything is easy no one hurts you; pushes you way, your emotions are free with out a worry in the world...
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A Dream of light, darkness controls the beating of your heart.
You hurt but yet you cry; scream, laugh, fake every smile, you feel trapped like a dove, love thats so precious, but your stronger than you think you are! ?

Why run, hide your real emotions? Your scared or your self? Why? Are the dreams getting to you? Are your worried? Please let me take every pain away, heart ache.
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Every rose has their true colours! ? Everyone awaits to find out if its their true destiney to be that colour of that rose? But why does it take so long for that flower to bloom? I guess you will never realise how strong you really are! Everyone laughs at your jokes your magic colour heart of gold but you know your rose.

Every tear of joy the rose grow quicker than you think! Do you know what that rose is really called?
No want me to tell you?
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