All throughout highschool I wrote anything from poetry to short stories to scripts. Instead of doing my homework or classwork I would literally fill every minute with lines of emotional chaos.
I created this 5 years ago and wow have I grown!
Looking at all the poems I posted back in 06 and 07, I realized how horribly depressed I was. It sort of makes me want to cry because I just thought thats how life would always be. Now I have given my life to God and the passed 3 years have drastically changed. Even if i wanted to write about depressing things, I couldn't. So If i do continue to post anything again, dont expect the old Jess...cuz she no longer exists. :)
'Above the shadow is the moon no further then the sun
As I sit under the big willow hoping a Fairy Tale has begun
Giant stars flutter through the sky as graceful as a dove
Hoping the everlasting Elf will find his true love
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'I hear a tapping at my window
in my walls
and in the air
I hear it every night and day
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'She has fallen
he tries to pick her back up
she doesn’t want to dance
he takes her body
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Oh how the winters symphony holds a mocking shiver melody.
Leaving blades of ice on the tips of my eyelashes.
Such a lonely chill when you my dear, are away.
Vanishing all sight of future existence.
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