My social worker and counsellor have found this page. I'm sorry.
I hate how you laugh when I cry.
I hate how you watch me bleed.
I hate how you cheat, then lie about it even when you know I know.
I hate how you give yourself scars 'just so we match'.
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Depression isn't something I like to talk about.
It always makes me feel small.
Depression can control me, for that I must be weak.
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