im 16yrs old i live with my dad and stepmom on fort dix i used to drink and now im single and i haven't writen a book yet but i will
                the day i moved was the day we lost it all
i felt as if i was going to fall
I never thought i'd miss you so much
but then i remembered your touch
                
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                i hold my breath and think about your love
you take my life please tell me thats enough
i dream and i cry with each passing day
sometimes i wonder if you'd really stay
                
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                do you realize how much i care? 
even though i know i cannot be there
my heart bleeds just to be with you
and my love is all i got but its true
                
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                i look into the mirror and pretend that your here with me but your gone
i can't even think about how this became so very wrong
i thought that i'd survive but its killing me now
can't you see im going insane somehow
                
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                i made you feel like you had someone who cared
and when i stood by your side they just stared
but when i went down the wrong path you left me alone
I finally woke up from what i've done trying to call you on the phone
                
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