Jennifer Hardwick

why do i let myself
get close to any one
that is a mistake
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What is going on
I am losing the feeling
The feeling of being needed
And the feeling you get
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i hate this feeling
the feeling that you have nothing
you lose everything
that is close to you
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My grip is slipping
I can’t hold on
I am trying to
But my hands are slipping
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Why does it feel like I am falling
Falling fast and nothing I do
Is right like no thing
I do will
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as i lie in this bed
with pain all around
wondering where i could be
plain white walls and small beds
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Why are my feeling
So go crazy
Not knowing
What I want
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Why does it hurt
So deep inside
Is this normal
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lost in a dream
in a world of pain
i want to run and hide
but something holding me back
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killed in a second
so young and full of life
what happened
what was in her head
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yalling and screaming
scars all over me
scared to death
someone please help
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we are moving so fast
i'm scared
please let's take our time
i don't want to break up
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I sit in the blackness and wonder
What I could have done different
I wonder what kind of hell this is
Why is everything going up in smoke
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fear takes me in
glup by glup
i fight for my life
i gasp for air
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blood takes over
and runs down
my arms to my finger tips
cut by cut
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