Jacqueline Marcel Hawthorn Poems

I fall back into the clasp of the long green grass, a snake unravelling in my mind,
Pushing between the heavy damp earth and weightless sky I soar
As a sparrow-hawk, plummeting, dizzy with success and fall in a strike that
disorientates the clouds. Drop like a pewter stone into the quiet thanks
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I took a sword from the righteous and watched how they wept,
I took a knife to the homeless, diseased and bereft for
what king, what farmhand, what girl, what mother
doesn’t love a man with blood on his sleeve?
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It’s time to return to that pedestal, where you still cling –
gripping, long-fingered, to the edges of my affection and smudging grey
shadows in the sunless white room. I throw open the blinds and turn to be rid of you
but scrape, graze and sever, it’s all in vain agony, to wretch you from the plinth
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When you killed me at first it was obvious, predictable, comprehendible
That I would die.
Would float away into nothingness, combust into an ash of myself, a piece of nothing,
A small, pale scar on the face of the earth.
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