does it matter what i am like? im just another human rat stuck here to wonder about life and what its for.......
dont ask me stupid questions..... though i may try to help a friend up i would rather wallow in grief just because its all i know.
youll get a stupid answer..... poems are my way of saying that people are fucking retarted i dont write to tell you guys about my life..... its what i see watching you creaturs live your lifes.
                They say i dont have a chance 
That the odds are a million to one 
But thinking of you is so much fun
                
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                The words i say today make the world fall away 
The ring on your finger means your here to stay 
The smile on your face lets me know you love me 
When i wake up your the first thing i want to see
                
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                i had hoped that they would forgive me
but now my wrist poor out my hearts convictions
                
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