for the past 14 years i have lived in complete pain but now i have found numbness i wish i had my emotions but i have 4 loving brothers who have helped me though this...this loss i have suffered
could my loved one ever forgive me
in that sin witch i so carelessly alowed to happen
i never thought that i could be so blind not even i could have seen
but now it is over will she ever love me again or will she too shun my touch
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the razor in hand it is to my expections...
a swift slice and i fell...
finaly i feel the...thethe...PAIN
emotion so sweet so bitter yet so ecepted...
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