I hate how I loved you
I hate how I felt
I hate everything you said
That made my heart melt
...
Everything around me is blurring as I look at myself in the mirror
Am I kidding myself? Look at me...
Dark circle under my eyes, my lips pale
The fakest smile I have ever seen over me face
...
Mirror, mirror on the wall,
Who’s the fairest of them all?
‘As you see,
It’s the lady standing in front of me,
...
</>His hands seemed far too cold,
Scars and broken knuckles,
that were never fixed,
atop soft fingers
...
</>A forgotten face
Calmly stares into this broken place
Where it hears sounds of familiar screaming
The aroma has become our fears
...
Shiver cold I stand alone,
Fell the slow dissolve.
Black clouds rolling overhead,
Part of me is gone.
...
</>She sits alone,
in a room of crowded people.
Playing blocks out everything.
The music keeps it easy,
...
</>I hear the autumn leaves falling down,
Red, orange, green, and brown.
Slowing drifting in the air,
Softly landing in her hair.
...
I smiled when I saw you looking back at me
I feel like a little toddler every time I see you
I couldn't walk away because I was mesmerized
By how easily you flow and how glossy you look
...
</>It’s the spaces left behind.
It’s the quiet parts; this dark, empty stretch of sky.
It’s the climb, it’s the fall, it's the questions we don’t ask,
it’s the morning.
...
My peices dropp to the floor
As I am breaking apart.
Secrets that are kept,
Lies that are hidden,
...
I grew up in a small town, surrounded by family. I am still in higschool, and plan to go to collage for music.)
I Hate How Much I Love You
I hate how I loved you
I hate how I felt
I hate everything you said
That made my heart melt
I hate what you did
I hate how I hurt
I hate how you left me
Alone to die in the dirt
I hate how you said you loved me
I hate that I thought it was true
I hate that I let my wall down
And let myself fall in love with you
I hate how I was so stupid
I hate that I fell so hard
I hate how I let you in
And watched you steal my heart
I hate how much you put me through
I hate how much I cried
I hate that I don't understand
Why you had to lie
I hate how I try to hate you
I hate it that I can't
I hate it that I miss you
Even though you don't
I hate how I still love you
I hate how I still care
But most of all I hate it
That you are no longer here
Do you happen to be from Maine...?