Every day I open my eyes
pain greets me
like a shadowed sunrise
It cuts deep into my soul
...
Who's In Control?
I don't know
I thought I was, but I'm not
The enemy whispers
One little tempting thing to me
And he wins, I try to say no
But I feel like
I have no voice
no matter what I say
I fall in the trap
He prepared just for me
I fight with myself daily
Cuz I know I can do better than this
But I've lost control
of who you called me to be
What can I do to stop
this endless fall of sin
It's ripping me apart
and tearing my relationship
With you, my king
I feel chained down
I thought I had the key
But I guess I lost it to
my own desire
And I let him in
I let him win
I had the answer
In the palm of my hand
But I just wiped it away
And said yes
To a life of sorrow
And tears that don't have an end
I've battled this war
way to long Without you
And I have run dry
And now I'm starting to wither and die
But I know
You can water me back to life
And give me some light
To start a new life if you